Janeen, 45, grew up in Cleveland, Ohio. When she was 5 her parents separated. Her mother became addicted to pain pills, began to steal and spent the next few decades in and out of jail. Eight years ago, Janeen moved to Chicago and had difficulty maintaining stable employment and housing. Over the years, she has struggled with health issues that have limited her ability to work. She has stayed in rented apartments, hotels, AirBnb 's and shelters. During the Covid-19 pandemic, Connections housed her at the Margarita Inn. In 2021 Janeen moved into a place of her own and started work as a licensed health insurance agent.
"My father offered me twice to move in with him - when I was 12, and when I was 14. I said no. I didn't want to tick off my mother. I had two chances to live a decent life. I could have been married, kids, house, home, maybe divorced in my 40s, but still at least a better foundation."
"I started off staying with a friend, but then that friend moved and I had to go into the shelter system. My first rodeo, I call it. Usually you get somewhere between four, maybe six hours of sleep. Rarely eight full hours. Sometimes the guys are fighting. Sometimes the women with their arguing. I go to sleep stressed. Tune out the noises - the snoring and the fights and people playing music or watching movies. I don't get a normal night's sleep, and that takes away from my energy to look for the job. It takes a lot of energy to be in this situation. People just don't know. They have no idea."
"I have to carry enough to get me through two, three days. Any given day, I carry at least 25 pounds, just to get through my days. Up and down stairs, on and off buses. All day, every day. Sometimes I have to hide my bag when I go to an interview. Or going back and forth to storage to make sure I have fresh clean clothing."
"In and out of Airbnbs, in and out of hotels or motels. Sometimes I stayed in a police station up North in Chicago a couple of times. Many times I rode the bus. There's several buses in Chicago that runs 24/7 or I would go to a restaurant like a Dunkin Donuts open 24/7, pretend I'm studying when I'm really fake sleeping."
"There's something very real called the working poor. Not everyone is on drugs or abused or a felon. There's a population of us, myself included, that are sane, sober, clean, respectfully healthy, normal people. And there are not near enough resources for single able-bodied sane adults. I think that's unfair, because the assumption is, "Oh, since you're sane, you should be fine." No, we have to do it all by ourselves."
"I have keys around my neck because I found them, and they look pretty. Whose keys they are, I have no idea. I believe keys equate to access. It means access to something bigger, better out there in the world. I have a heart around my neck, which means love. Love is the highest emotion a person can feel. So I have love and access around my neck. So hopefully, I will receive more love, more access. That's why I expect that things will get better."